Give Back

Can't breathe, the inhalation comes but I don't breathe out. 
I'm stuck on intake.
I can only receive.
I'd like to give back something you could use, in return for all you have given me. 
I just can't seem to remember how to let go of what I am given.
This precious gift of life, squandered on an undeserving bag of carbon, walking around in search of enjoyment.
Satiate me Lord, I can only be pleased by you.